A Letter to My Younger Self

Dana - I love all of this. But my favorite is “One person’s sentence, or touch, may just change you.” We are all connected, and sometimes it’s easy to forget that.

Oh, and the sunscreen one is my second favorite.December 17, 2015 – 10:06 pmReplyCancel

Deborah L. Bryner - Love it! Well said indeed…December 17, 2015 – 10:08 pmReplyCancel

JT Walters - Dear Me,

Your son with two rare disorders is an incredible gift in that has earned you the title of Mom but also Pioneer of new territories, as all special needs Mom’s are, and while you are a pioneer your experiences, feelings, trials, hardships and joys are not unique at all. The world is filled with incredible pioneer parents that you have been blessed by their friendships.

You are forging a new path but so are so many others. Sometimes you do not see that as clearly because you are forced to fight so hard for even basic rights like medicine when your child is sick. The pain you feel when your child is denied medicine or services you would not wish on your worst enemy and yet your child is still without which means someone has wished it on you and him.

Your son has done better than anyone has ever expected and the government has given both of you nothing but an exceptionally hard time.December 17, 2015 – 10:39 pmReplyCancel

Katy @ Experienced Bad Mom - Kristi, so beautiful! I needed to read this today. I loved reading about hugging hard, being kinder, forgetting what people may think and wearing sunscreen.December 18, 2015 – 7:33 amReplyCancel

Emily - And, I just noticed that someone else above also said it’s her favorite post of yours…I swear I didn’t see that until after I wrote that it was my favorite…which means only one thing: this is an awesome post. 🙂December 18, 2015 – 10:47 amReplyCancel

Reta Jayne - Holy moley, Kristi! Thank you for this. It almost felt like you could be writing it to me too… I loved it so much, it had to be shared on my personal FB page… Who knows? Maybe it’ll have a similar impact on someone else…December 19, 2015 – 12:27 amReplyCancel

Peggy Maki - Hi Kristi, my name is Peggy, I am a retired but not too old RN, I was asked to read your blog by a Doctor in Turkey, I am from Canada.
This is the note I received this morning from ilke,
Peggy,
This blogger is a very humanistic person. I hope that she will be aware of GSH-immunity and her child will use it.Have U written her?
She has a 4 yr old autistic boy, this summer she wrote to me because she wanted to know if I could help her. I am just beginning to read blogs, I had not yet come across yours. I read your latest entry this morning and decided that ilke is most right. As she said you are a most compassionate, wonderful mom, mom’s with special needs children are acceptional in most cases. I use to be a special needs teachers assistant and most of my charges were autistic children of many ages and everywhere on the spectrum. This gave me a tiny tiny bit of realization of what a family life is with an autistic child. There is so much love and a lot of compassion and hardship that goes along with this situation.
It has become my focus to try to communicate with parents of autistic children and reach out to them to try to give my information so it is accepted. I know well that parents of asd have tried SO many ideas, regeimes, treatments, medications, remedies, modalities and most often some work but not effective enough it does sour them for new information. It might sound like a pitance and it is but it is a first step, since Aug this year with ikle’s help I have reached out to over 15 sets of parents in Turkey and so far each of these families are seeing benefits. Children are ranging in age from 4 to 13, most nonverbal, most about 1/2 way up the autistic spectrum, all have had special ed from early age, all have had exceptional supplements beyond, all have absolutely caring and loving progressive parents, all were not seeing results they wished to until they heard my science. It is because of Doctor ilke Topcu that gave me the push and go ahead to get out to parents of autistic children and give them my information. SO here goes for you ………… I pray you will read and understand, I pray that you will ask questions, questions give the mind peace and realization that there is a missing link to theri puzzle, their highly intellingent most often genius child has a way to emerge from their clouded brain.
I cannot begin to imagine how frustrating and painful that is must be to be so clouded in your brain that you have to learn daily how to cope with everything. Not being able to form new pathways, having the ones that are formed clogged and blocked, it must be so hard to feel sick in your stomach most days because the nutrients are not being absorbed, your cells are not getting the nutrients they need, your cells are crying out for help and all you can do is cope with each moment in the day that is. Not being able to communicate well, if at all, I cannot imagine. I also cannot imagine the ability of these brains because in all this they learn to cope, in their own way but they cope.December 20, 2015 – 1:23 pmReplyCancel

Peggy - TO continue: So my science is an amino acid that has been proven to be deficit in the bodies on the austistic scale. It is for a number of reasons, Glutathione, GSH is either deficit or non functioning in its Deoxification job in that body. GSH has a few crucial jobs in the body but the one most affected in the autisitic body is detoxification.
Science has proven beyond a doubt that heavy metal overload in the autistic body is huge, metals tend to go to the weakest link in a body, in the autisitic body it is the brain and the Digestive system. In a body adaquate with GSH concentrations there is high concentrations of GSH in the brain, eyes, lungs, liver and kidneys. It is because of the jobs GSH does.
There are many kinds of GSH in the body, the one that deals with detoxification is a sulphur based one, it acts like sticky fly paper in the body, it recognizes every and all foreign entities, metals, toxins, pollutants, weak / abnormal cells, virus / bacteria ( mutated, latent, active, intra or extracellular ) and attaches itself to them and removes them in a normal natural process thru the kidneys and lungs. GSH is up to 85% intracellular concentrations in cells, it is in every part of our bodies, even in the bone marrow. Because it is so high intracellular it is so important to get it into the cells.
I am sure most if not all of anyone reading this long post will say enough of GSH because I have tried it and it did not work, or was not enough like everything else I have tried. However this is where money and science comes in to play.
GSH being extremely well researched world wide and proven in its jobs is pure science, the fact that this is, is economic, big business is GSH and many companies formed providing GSH for consumption but they are not effective for a few reasons. GSH is a big molecule as far as molecules go, it CANNOT be accepted into the cell in its full form, this is the missing link to GSH delivery. There are GSH products in HFS and internet everywhere, they are in forms of sprays, pills, powders, patches, IV, all the products offer the full amino acid so it cannot enter the cell, since 85% of GSH is intracellular you can see why GSH is not being effective for our cells. You only gain about 40% benefits and when dealing with illnesses and toxins overload if you don’t get GSH into the cells; you need to get intracellular help or you are not going to clear the body.
Science in late 90’s proved that our cells require to replenish their own GSH, it is the Natural order of this process,December 20, 2015 – 1:26 pmReplyCancel

Peggy - Kristi I can’t post what I wished to, so my number to contact me is 250 – 422 – 3163, my email is makipeggy@hotmail.com, I was just contacted from ilke to ask if you had replied to me, so far not, so I have to hope you will. In the meantime I wish you a wonderful evening and do take care………
ilke’s son Tuna, in July he was pretty well nonverbal, he was non social, he had periods of tantrums but not too bad. He was truely in his own little world, many allergies, poor digestive system, sleeping poorly. Ilke is a Pediatric Immunologist and Allergist and was SO frustrated she was just not quite able to help him and it was then she contacted me.
This is what she said of Tuna only 3 days ago,
Dec 17 / 15
Tuna is so well. Every day he says and does something new. His memory has sharpened and became strong as a knife. He is a happier child with his wonderful potential giving rebirth to the world. I want to give a huge kiss to the person who invented GSH-immunity:)
I communicate, I LOVE my children I am helping, I have all their pictures, I aid the families along their healing journey, it IS differant for each child, if I have communication I can help them.
I know I can help your son, you need to make the first step, do take care PDecember 20, 2015 – 7:40 pmReplyCancel