It was Christmas Eve, and the house sounded as if it were late enough that I could get away with creeping downstairs to peek at what Santa had brought. I avoided noisy spots on the stairs, paused each time I heard something, and finally reached the hallway before the family room.
There was a light on. Maybe Santa had left it on?
I peered around the corner to find my mom lying out the gifts.
The gifts Santa was supposed to have brought.
“Mom, you’re Santa?” I asked.
I wanted her to say no.
To tell me that she, too, was curious about what the magic man had brought her children.
That she couldn’t sleep.
That anything, that meant Santa was real.
Instead, she said “Yes, honey, but don’t tell your brothers.”
And just like that, what I’d suspected became harsh reality.
I was in on the secret.
But this isn’t about me finding out that Santa isn’t real (and therefore realizing that neither was the Tooth Fairy, Easter Bunny, or Leprechauns). Instead, this is the story of one kid’s remarkable belief in Easter Bunny magic.
And leprechauns.
And Santa.
All the magic.
“Mom, are leprechauns real?” Oh, how to answer. I thought about it. He’ll turn nine years old this summer. “No, Buddy,” I replied.
Instant tears welled up in his eyes.
Crap. Wong answer. He’s only eight! Gah.
He believes. He really, truly believes everything I tell him, and that leprechauns, Santa, and the Easter Bunny being real is something I’ve not only told him, but he has proof in gifts and the magic of not waking up to find me playing Santa.
“Well, I think leprechaun magic is real,” I said.
“I’ve never seen one though.”
“They’re real,” he said. “They’re this big,” showing me with his hands.
His knuckles remain dimples; one of the few things to hold on to from his baby years as his body grows further from child each hour (SOB).
I get up, kiss the dimple on a knuckle, and say “You’re probably right.”
***
We were packing for a spring break trip to Colorado when he asked “Mom, what will the Easter Bunny do?” I’d already thought about this, and had packed a little bag of treats with a note for the last night of our visit, saying there was a surprise at home for him.
“What do you mean, what will he do?” I asked.
“I mean, how will he know we’re in Colorado? Does he watch us all the time like Santa does?”
“I guess we’ll find out,” I said.
He mentioned the Easter Bunny several times on our trip. Wondering whether he’d visit us there, or at home.
Not visiting us at all didn’t cross his mind, as far as I know.
On Easter Eve (is it called Easter Eve??), we swam in a (to me) too-cold pool at night.
We warmed up after showers in fluffy hotel robes.
We talked about Easter, and the Easter Bunny.
“I wouldn’t expect too much, Buddy,” I said. To keep it realistic and all.
“He’ll find us,” he said.
This kid, he’s remarkable. He urged me to not ask for Alexa for my birthday, because “she doesn’t really know things, Mom.”
When I asked what he meant, he told me he’d seen a commercial on YouTube, and that some kid asked Alexa if Santa was real.
“She said ‘no,’ Mom, so obviously she doesn’t know everything.”
So determined to believe. How can I stop that now?
I can’t.
I won’t.
On Easter morning, he sat up. I waited for him to see what had happened next to the door. “He didn’t come,” he said, looking around and then lit up completely when he saw that he had visited, after all.
With treats.
His whole body jolted as he ran to find the surprise with a note saying there was another surprise at home.
Then (and this is the part where I write about one kid’s remarkable belief in Easter Bunny magic), he tried to figure out how the Easter Bunny got into the hotel room.
A snoopier kid would’ve seen the bag of candy next to his underpants in my suitcase. But nope. Not this kid. This is one kid who believes in Easter Bunny magic.
We were on the second floor, and I’d showed him the bolts on the door and how to undo them in case of a fire or some emergency. He went out to the balcony, and had it all figured out.
“Mom! The Easter Bunny knows Parkour!” Look!
He took my hand to show me the bushes and the roof on the balcony below us. Said that the balcony door hadn’t been locked, so obviously, the Easter Bunny knows Parkour and that’s how he got in.
Also, we spent the next billion hours traveling (see some of that drama here on Facebook) and when we got home, there was a cool Lego set left by none other than the Easter Bunny next to Tucker’s door.
And now, I wonder how I’ll ever break it to him that these magical characters who sneak into our house to deliver presents are just parents, making for-now magic, and for-later disappointments.
In the meantime, I’ll take one kid’s remarkable belief in Easter Bunny magic for the win. Oh, and parkour, too.
This has been a Finish the Sentence Friday post, that I, along with my fabulous co-host Kenya G. Johnson of Sporadically Yours host a linkup each week with a prompt. This week’s is “This April Fools and/or Easter…” and next week’s is a listicle of 10 things I hate more than anything. We’d love for you to join us.
by Kristi Campbell
Lewis. Or Lizzi. Not awake yet. - He does some pretty huge hops. The Easter Bunny is bad-ass! I never realised he was Aussie tho. That was my big lesson.April 5, 2018 – 11:26 pm
Kristi Campbell - The Easter Bunny is totally bad-ass! And huh? Aussie? Really???April 6, 2018 – 6:36 pm
Lizzi - According to Rise of the Guardians…and that’s an AWESOME movie.April 9, 2018 – 12:08 pm
Emily - Oh that line about Alexa not knowing everything…the best! I remember when Big Dude started to figure out Santa wasn’t real. His reasoning was that he never heard him land on our roof. So, even though my dudes are all big dudes who know “the truth,” my husband and I STILL wait every year for them to go to sleep on xmas eve and then we put out the presents under the tree so that they wake up feeling and seeing a little magic…never gets old. 🙂April 6, 2018 – 10:30 am
Kristi Campbell - So cool that you still put out all the presents – that family magic will stay alive forever, and one day, when the dudes have kids of their own, they’ll remember all the great memories that you and your husband gave them. Here’s to holiday magic!April 6, 2018 – 6:38 pm
Kenya G. Johnson - I saw these pictures on facebook but now with a different reaction – I’m all emotional. I just went back to read one of my posts that is so similar – a discussion about the tooth fairy. He was NINE. WAAAAAH. This was a sweet story, I’m glad you pushed it one more year. You’ll love this reflection so much four years from now.April 6, 2018 – 7:41 pm
Kristi Campbell - Awww! (WAAAAHHHH!) I’ll have to find your tooth fairy post. It sounds familiar but now I can’t be sure that I read it or if it’s something we’ve talked about, or I’ve thought about… and yeah, you’re right. I’ll love this in a few years. It feels like childhood is slipping away so quickly though, you know? You know. of course.April 6, 2018 – 9:57 pm
Pat B - What sweet stories of keeping the magic alive in the life of your son. I love his explantations for how the Easter bunny was able to get in to deliver the candy.April 7, 2018 – 11:47 pm
Kristi Campbell - Me too, and thank you!April 8, 2018 – 8:59 pm
Kerry - I am in a private WhatsApp group where my friend sends me videos of her and her daughter because they are far away and living in Ireland. The one this year of her almost three-year-old (with the little developing Irish accent/lilt) was going around to collect the eggs and kept saying how she was cleaning up because the Easter Bunny had made a mess.
When I was growing up, Santa never bothered wrapping the presents he’d leave us. Waste of paper I guess he figured.
I love that part about Alexa too. Smart kid.
It’s such an odd ritual we do, so-called lying to our children, but I still love the magic of it all, even all these years later. It’s sad because my oldest niece has this year started sowing signs she is beginning to suspect something. She was asking questions when we all celebrated Easter a few weeks ago. She’s getting too rational for the whole thing. Smart girl.
Happy Easter Kristi. Glad the bunny found you guys in the end.April 8, 2018 – 12:45 pm
Kristi Campbell - That’s so sweet that your friend keeps you updated from far away about what’s going on now in their lives. And yeah, it’s an odd ritual, the “lying” to our kids (and I don’t know why I put lying in quotes, we’re totally lying). It’s such a special thing to witness though. The excitement, the magic, I wish more adults believed in magic. Happy Easter, Kerry. <3 Love to you and yours!April 8, 2018 – 9:03 pm